This post is more about my present life, its something that I need to put out there just to get it out of my system.
I have been going through this phase where nothing seems to be working. My computer keeps giving up on me, sometimes its the graphic card and sometimes its the monitor. Same thing is going on with the other parts of my life, I haven't received any freelance work, I wasn't paid for the last project I worked on, I also seem to have been dead on the internet for no apparent reason, no updates on my blog, no Facebook, no Google+, no YouTube videos and no new posts or threads in any 3d forums. My personal life isn't something that great either, I am an extreme introvert, who goes down like 3 times a year and meets friends like once a year. Though being an introvert, I like being alone, but there seems to be a lack of support which I think I desperately need now.
I believe in the Law of Attraction and I know all this is my own doing and 2-3 years ago I would have snapped out of this in a minute and gone back to living the fantasy life that I did. But to reap the benefits of the law of attraction you need to be in this positive attitude and this positive state, like always. You must not surrender to the negative environment and surrounding and must always stay positive no matter what. This is easier said then done. Slowly but steadily the negativity starts taking a toll and draining you from within, cause to fight the negative energy you need to gain positive and when you are alone its almost impossible to generate that.
The problem is your friends and families are the one's you are fighting against. They will start giving you ideas and pointing you to paths that you don't want to take, they want you to be "safe", they want you to go for the 9 to 5.
I believe this is the ultimate mental challenge that I have faced, cause you aren't fighting against the bullies, not even the office competition, you are fighting against your own family and you are alone, truly alone, no one stands by you, no one believes in you, they look at you with those worrisome eyes, with that insulting stare, that you will never make it, just give up...
But you know, you will never reach the heights that you desire until you risk it all, until you trust that small hope left in the depths of your mind, the tiny little speck comforting you, telling you, to take just one more step....
I have been going through this phase where nothing seems to be working. My computer keeps giving up on me, sometimes its the graphic card and sometimes its the monitor. Same thing is going on with the other parts of my life, I haven't received any freelance work, I wasn't paid for the last project I worked on, I also seem to have been dead on the internet for no apparent reason, no updates on my blog, no Facebook, no Google+, no YouTube videos and no new posts or threads in any 3d forums. My personal life isn't something that great either, I am an extreme introvert, who goes down like 3 times a year and meets friends like once a year. Though being an introvert, I like being alone, but there seems to be a lack of support which I think I desperately need now.
I believe in the Law of Attraction and I know all this is my own doing and 2-3 years ago I would have snapped out of this in a minute and gone back to living the fantasy life that I did. But to reap the benefits of the law of attraction you need to be in this positive attitude and this positive state, like always. You must not surrender to the negative environment and surrounding and must always stay positive no matter what. This is easier said then done. Slowly but steadily the negativity starts taking a toll and draining you from within, cause to fight the negative energy you need to gain positive and when you are alone its almost impossible to generate that.
The problem is your friends and families are the one's you are fighting against. They will start giving you ideas and pointing you to paths that you don't want to take, they want you to be "safe", they want you to go for the 9 to 5.
I believe this is the ultimate mental challenge that I have faced, cause you aren't fighting against the bullies, not even the office competition, you are fighting against your own family and you are alone, truly alone, no one stands by you, no one believes in you, they look at you with those worrisome eyes, with that insulting stare, that you will never make it, just give up...
But you know, you will never reach the heights that you desire until you risk it all, until you trust that small hope left in the depths of your mind, the tiny little speck comforting you, telling you, to take just one more step....
